sherlyn's musings.

1:49 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2004

listening to // BBC Radio One
feeling // quite pissified.

darn msn. can't seem to sign in. shucks. corkus. blah, whatever. am in school now... and doing a 20 page report on carbohydrates, vitamins, minerals yaddadabbadoo whatever. and i still gotta print it out for wanda for her bio. she's in hongkong now. and when she comes back both of us will have to enlighten the school on what happened during the exchange program between UWC and fairfield for the past three months. eeps, i'm not a very good public speaker. =\

was at the orthodontist yesterday... and there was this certain individual who was either thai or indonesian. and he is such and arse. everything that he said was utterly deplorable. ugh. "ehh.. intro leh... she earns twenty two thousand a month. i don't care about looks, i don't care about character. i'm more into the cards and i want power." like wtf!? and you think that's bad enough. there's more. "i can easily afford a bungalow. why should i stay in a HDB flat? only poor people stay in HDB flats. it's so embarassing." i particularly took offence to that. it's not embarassing to live in HDB flats. what's wrong with living in a HDB flat? if you're rich you don't go around boasting right? maybe that guy just gets some perverse thrill out of it. some people.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

1:46 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004

listening to // bring it all back :: s club 7
feeling // primary school-ish

i feel so primary school now... listening to all the chart toppers in 2000. brit pop, brit pop. which brings back memories of me spending tons on smash hits, top of the pops and whathaveyounots. gosh, if i didn't spend that much, i'll be rich now. well, stupid things we all do in primary school. xD so, i've done my e math and my geog. will have to do darn research about carbohydrates, vitamins and minerals and type out a 20 page report. argh!!! i feel jaded. simply jaded. sigh. but oh well, must do well. i ain't gonna waste my year away again. if i do i think i'll just be pissified till i go on a bitching spree. if i had to kill someone i'd kill some ~~bastard~~ who's a fecking LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!! you prick. i told you that i'm not angry at you... but actually I AM!!!!!!!!! you think playing with people's feelings very fun issit. you inhumane freak. call yourself a gentleman. even the netballers are tons disappointed with you. i will forgive you - but i will never forget! you arse. ooh. i just bitched unknowingly. oops. wonder if he knows i'm talking bout him. then he'll just lecture me. as usual. ah... just shut up, go to a corner and whine to your pollyanna attitude friends. normal people have fluctuating moods y'know.

on to lighter topics. my hand hurts after bowling. it's still so jelly-ish and weak. dammit. my hand trembles everything i pick something up. it's an amazing feat i'm able to finish my written assignments. =D sherlyn, don't you just rule? hur, whatever lah. then went to this pet shop with belle and you can play with the pups and dogs!! gosh, it was like heaven for me. i loved the border collie and the shar pei! they were so adorable!! and there were alot of pomenarians. and this pinky one. was so pretty. and she was worth US$3200. woaaah. and another white pom was US$6000. but they were pretty dogs. there was a rottweiler there too. at first i didn't dare touch it just in case it bites. but in the end it was a really sweet dog. when i was leaving it starting whining... heart melt. didn't wanna leave the pet shop. i love it's brown eyes. i love it's soft paws. i love it's wiry fur. i love it's little stubby tail. i miss that rottweiler so much. sigh. if only i could own it.. *cries a river* =..(

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

9:57 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004

listening to // disney's fantillusion :: tokyo kosei
feeling // tons larm.

many thanks to xun for being the middle man. and to yangy who was so kind to send xun the song. if not i would have never gotten it. damned imesh. *glares* anyways. tons to write. lazy to type it out. but anyways. food for thought - literally. when apples turn brown, it's called enzymic browning. then when shrimps get cooked... is it called redding? *shrugs* random sentence by xun which is tons larm but technically correct. in a way lah. . . . .

the lyrics are darn meaningful. love the song. another chill out song. thanks tang. =)

Fly Away - Corrinne May

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

1:13 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2004

listening to // drops of jupiter :: train
feeling // =)

haven't updated in ages. everyone missed me right? muahaha. =X well. as usual, tons of things happened. pardon if i write in CHS slang. it just shows that mr choong is a good teacher. righto xun? righto. first day of school went better than i thought. i passed nearly all my tests!!! yes, including math.

english - 21.5/30
math - 16/30 [it's a big deal for someone who hasn't had a decent grade for math for 1 year.]
chinese - 39/50
social studies - 10/20
chemistry - 21.5/30
food and nutrition - 11.5/40 [ah shucks. =(]
pure geography - 15.5/30 [phew.]

yeah, that's about it for my results. go ahead, those who wanna laugh at me.. laugh. i don't care!!! cos i passed almost everything!!! i got even higher than ziluo for chinese! *dances around* but some of the passes were borderline passes. gotta work on my subjects. namely math, food and nutrition and geog. i find that social studies is ~~useless~~. gotta zero in on the important ones. =)

to top everything off... went to meet dory~. to study at tiong. think bel was there with loke - if i got my days right. but anyways, dory~. had to redo this math assignment 10 times cos he let his friend copy it. fantastic feat accomplished by him. think he did 8 copies. was it? i can't remember. -_-" i did my history essay. killer questions!! the weightage was soooooo.... heavy? i don't know what word to use. -_-;; questions were 12 and 13 marks. i hope i don't flunk that assignment. i have no intention of flunking my history. tho i feel quite lost about it. someone help me!! considering a worse case scenario, i would have to go see beaver boy a.k.a mr ow. nasty, nasty. don't like his surprises in class. it's rather annoying... especially when it comes to your results. *glare* hope it cuts it out. stayed at tiong for bout 2 or 3 hours. talked to him. enjoyed myself tons. =D left bout 5 plus/6 so dory~. could reach home in time for his show. lols. being the sweet guy he is, he walked me home. yayss. was sooo happy. =) then at about 8 plus... dory~. sms-ed me whether i had his worksheet. goshhhhhh. i had it with me. eeks. and i felt so darn evil/bad when he came all the way down to get it from me. shuckss. but in the end.... the 30 mins was a mind blowing experience. HAH!! but it was fun hehehehe. still can't stop grinning everytime i think about it. lols. =)

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

2:31 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004

listening to // don't wanna miss a thing :: aerosmith
feeling //

been aeons since i last listened to that song. almost forgot bout it. thanks dory~. appreciated muchly. it's the last day of the hols. yay - not! sigh... still gotta do my geog powerpoint laters. and the whole scrap book thing... gotta find some way to incorporate it into the project. argh! corkus. i have a bad feeling that i'll screw up and it's gonna be my fault. =\ eeps. oh wells. i will give my best and i have no professional training. hur. ^.^;; mmmz. lotsa school stuff to be settled once school reopens. sacking of aloy, more admin stuff, "bi-weeklys" - a term i leeched from SJI. since we have our common tests every two weeks. so yeah. CCA, international friendship day planning and the dreaded talk. whee, i anticipate a fun-filled second term. -_- well, at least i had an enjoyable first term. minus certain individuals.

speaking of enjoyable... yesterday was definately an enjoyable unofficial last day of holiday mode for me. had tons fun yesterday. had this Y2Y [ youth 2 youth ] theatre thing which was a collaboration between theatrix and youthop!a held at the youth park. there were 4 schools present i think. ahmad ibrahim, marsiling, jurong and us. and each other schools had different short productions directed and produced for youths by youths. our theme was experimental theatre: newspaper theatre. in febuary during our theatrix workshop we got a copy of straits times and we were supposed to pick out articles, link them all together into a mini production. and the hot topic at that period of time was of course, william hung. we got our act together, rehearsed a couple of times and we were sortta ready. but the only thing that worried us yesterday was whether the audience would laugh. cos william hung's already a stale joke. but thankfully, the audience did laugh and eugenia did a damn good rendition of she bangs. proud of her. =)

whole carnival ended about 7.30 or so... rushed down to plaza singapura to meet dory~. the jog was refreshing. but it was a wrong move cos i was dressed in all black. hot.hot.hot. was perspiring like mad. well, we missed the time slot for my girl at plaza sing so we took a bus down to tiong. managed to get tickets for the 9.45pm show. whee!! =) the show's really good. able to make you laugh but still touch your heart with childlike innocence. jeab and noi nah were such adorable kids. and jeab looks like cheuk when he was younger. =\ except that jeab is tons cuter. enjoyed the show a hell lot. and with dory~.'s company it was woooohoo! fantastic. sent dory~. to the taxi stand and walked home. felt so bad he had to endure a long ride home. eeps. got home, washed up, changed and crashed on my bed. was too pooped. sms-ed dory~. abit and fell straight into dreamland.zZz.

and uh.. i'll leave you guys with some CHS terminology which i find extremely fascinating.

fake
meaning: yes
usage: to agree to a sentence or statement
sentence: grass is bitter. fake!

tons
meaning: very
usage: replacing very
sentence: the meeting is tons boring!!

corkus
meaning: [i don't how how to put it]
usage: used the same way as crap, dammit or any other curse.
sentence: i forgot my book! corkus!!

ddealzz (pronounced deduced really quickly)
meaning: to agree
usage: agreeing to an opinion or suggestion
sentence: after sch wanna go orchard? ddealzz.

WIN!!!
meaning: [i don't know how to put it]
usage: a term used to laugh at people
sentence/situation: *someone walks into a wall* WIN!!! -outburst of laughter-

65536
meaning: n/a
usage: refer to "tons"
sentence: the ball hit out 65536 times only la.

got tons more. but i don't know how to explain it. hahahs. xun, thanks man. lololsteralize. i like your slang. *guffaws* think it'll keep me occupied during school when i confuse everyone with it. xD

[edit]oooh. adding more terminology. courtesy of tang and xun.

ji
meaning: very
usage: replacing very
sentence: the match ji exciting!!

have one more.. go eat = gueat, go kap = guap, go home = gome, go hua chu = guachu. yeah. something like that. aiiite. tv calls. gonna watch xun's national violin champ cousin. child prodigy man. primary duno what... zai. tons zai. and he's tons cute. all the moles. =D[/edit]

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

4:35 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2004

listening to // burned with desire :: armin van burren
feeling // over tha moon. *grins.

[15o3o4]well, it's thursday and the school holidays are coming to an end. shucks!! gotta check up what's left for holiday homework. still gotta get scrap book for geography assignment. i have no intention of flunking it. and pretty proud of the fact that we're almost done with it. minus the powerpoint presentation. so, this week ain't no plain ol' holiday. lotsa things happened. gives an interesting twist to my seven days. mmmz. on thursday, i got sued. yes, i got sued. LOLOL. well, apparently the stupid chairman ~~aloysius~~ said phoebe was cheap. like !@#$% wtf? so ziluo told him to watch out. and he was so afraid and asked some lawyer to write a warning letter to us. groovy huh? ~~aloysius~~ passed the letter to us during physics lesson. gonna photocopy the letter and laminate it. i got my first lawyer letter at 16!! =D then after lesson was supposed to go to bukit timah hill to get evidence for our geography assignment. on the bus trip there ziluo sms-ed me and said that all charges were dropped. dang! wanted to see a court room in real life. >_< so we decided to check up ~~aloysius'~~ law firm. and we realised there wasn't a winchester law firm in singapore. lame prick. *rolls eyes* the class should just sack him as chairman and get someone else better. loser. but anyways, that's secondary. got pix of this really cute rabbit at bukit timah. and a video of mich complaining that it was hot. got our leaves and stuff, walked out and saw this damn nice house at hindhede walk. was really cool!! pretty pretty. started to rain when we reached the bus stop. phew. then took a bus down to town to meet jow, dory~. and friend. ahahaha. watched haunted mansion. was quite a corny movie. but still has the element of shock la. damn butler. yeaah. enjoyed the movie but enjoyed your company tons more. *smiles. then went down to the airport with chu to pick bel up. sms-ed dory~. all the way till my phone battery died. hahas. it was worth it.hahas.[/15o3o4]

[17o3o4]had some netball competition today. small time one tho, not a very big event at NYJC. had 8 teams there. and three of them were from cedar. other schools present was uh... st. nicks, ahmad ibrahim and some others. can't remember. so, the first match victory was that glam. progressive matches were alright. the last match against cedar was pretty good. 20 - 0. 10 more to a trashing. haha. but nevermind that. shots in were on the average. but definately not as sharp as before. =\ eeps. runs... was absolutely ghastly to me. think ness is damn pissed with me. scared to work with her. but gotta try since i'm gonna see her for the next one year plusplusplus. we'll see, we'll see. angela and tn got damned pissed at blahhhh. but i wouldn't deny that i was quite pissed too. wah lau, she's damn thick skinned lor. we fought so hard. thank goodness miss lee allow us to play tomorrow. if not i wouldn't even let em play and get our trophies. we will win tomorrow!!!! *determined* went to town with the sec 4 netballers. i'll definately miss their company after they leave. feel really out of place with the sec threes. =\ oh wells. planned on watching movie and taking neoprints but everyone just wanted to sit and talk. so sit and talk we did! and all the gossip came out. lols. felt super ba gua. =X well. girls. oh, while walking to the bus stop we saw ferlisha. gawd. eeww. she looked away when we stared at her. and stupid angela. waved at her with her big grin. LOLS. too bad i didn't get to see it. but just the re-enactment of her grin. darn. tailed her but we lost her. corkus![did i use it correctly xun? >_<] slept on the bus back.. was damn tired. napped a little then talked to dan. whee!! hahas. =) i'm lovin' it. oh, and instructor carey was on are you game? on channel 5!! she's so darn pretty. haha. she's cool man.[/17o3o4]

[today]was ji fun!! woke up... watched a little tv, talked a little to vic on msn. then got ready to meet dory~. at lot 1 to watch the eye. wooooo. scarrry. hahas. but vic said it isn't as scary as the first one. so, okay. but still had second thoughts on the train there. part of me wanted to watch, part of me didn't. i'm fickle. hahaha. met dory~., went to up theatre. rather empty tho. was expecting a huge crowd or something. but anyways, the movie wasn't that scary. just a little confusing and sick. why and how did shu qi bite that guy. i still don't get it. *shrugs* the last part was ji larm. enjoyed myself hell lot during the movie. it felt damn good. dory~. sent me home after that. still feel bad that you had to endure that long bus ride to my place then to yours. =\ was really really happy today. enjoyed his company lots. i think if i really smiled i'd split my cheeks into two. lols. it's simple things like that which make you mean the world to me. yeah man!! from 16 till the rest of our lives. groooovy. saranghae~*[/today]

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

11:52 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2004

listening to // atlantis princess :: BoA
feeling // happy =)

i'm back from camp! well, actually i was back on thursday. was too lazy to blog bout the events. heh. so, camp was a blast!! rather fun i must say. but minus the horrible state of the toilets. ugggh. when you do your business you see ants everywhere. kinda makes you irk. what if the ants bite your bum or something. haha. the instructors were pretty cool. especially instructor kerry. i love her to bits. she's so fun to be with! plus she's really pretty. haha. xD got to know the class better too. especially peiyu, eugene, jovian and jon. had lotsa laughs with them when we were slacking at the chalet. told ghost stories and jon got so damn scared he kept hugging the peach tea bottle - or his comfort bottle as so he says. peiyu told us all bout gangs. saw her boyfriend a.k.a the ang kong kia. hahas. then we bitched about camp and about it being guano. lols. guano, guano, guano. talked bout KL and the other freaks. conversation starters la. >_< heard stories about whoever and whoever. didn't know people hated each other in class. i always thought they were quite good friends. =S gossiped bout aloysius too. that !@#$%. rich people don't have computers which take half and hour to start up. lousy chairman. *glares* but anyways, we spent like an hour plus gossiping bout him and when he came back he had a strained leg. woohoo. we're all evil. isabelle and i made a new friend too. some swiss girl. her name's sandrine. hope she writes to us soon. will miss her terribly if she doesn't. =)

mmmz. the activities there were quite cool too. wild woozy, electric fence, postman walk, balancing act, team link, keypunch, abseiling, floating bridge, rafting and treking. whee!! =) enjoyed the postman walk and balancing act the most. everything had the element of fear and insecurity. but it was great challenge. sleeping in the great outdoors was rather cool too. pun intended. heh. the winds were freezing cold. plus the rain. we were all cold and wet. =\ and at night sometimes you'' have stuff crawling on you. thank goodness for prickly heat. and of course, last but not least. the campfire! that totally rocks my socks. though it was quite ad hoc one. the usual singing. sang love is all around. i love that song. and the sky was really clear too. saw lots and lots of stars. but only could identify polaris and orion's belt. maybe i'll go read up on astronomy when i'm free. stars are cool. really, really breath taking. i never saw so many stars before. =) and you could literally see the earth rotate. cos the stars were like... going round and round above. only noticed after staring for about two hours. haha. had a terrible neckache after that. but it was worth it. made me think about faeries and unicorns. yes, i believe in faeries and unicorns. naive mind, i know. =) of course the stars made me think of dory~. missed you lots during camp. *smiles. and i love my class cheer. lols.

i say you say make some noise - uh oh uh oh oh! 3f! 3f! uh oh uh oh oh! 3f! 3f! 3f oeiiii! oeiiiii! 3f oeiiiiii! oeiiiiii!! 3f oeeeiiii! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM SENG!!! lols. will load up pictures once they're available. i can't wait for them. =)

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:54 AM
Sunday, March 07, 2004

listening to // first love :: tokyo kosei
feeling // sianz.

right, level camp is tomorrow. i haven't even bought my stuff yet. shucks. hopefully belle can go buy stuff with me later. part of me can't wait to go for camp so i won't need to hear my dad drone on and on about the stupid same old things and start saying that i'm useless blahblah blahhhh. shut the fcuk up lah. i know that already. don't need to remind me about the harsh reality. i'm having fun playing around with escapism. and the other half of me wants to stay home. staying in tents and leeches. nooooooooooooooooooo! that's like gunung belumut part two. sometimes got leech. sometimes no leech. i don't like leech. wise words given by mokxy.

anyways. yesterday had netball age group carnival... my performance really sucked man. felt quite out of place amongst the sec 3 netballers la. feel more comfortable with tg and gang. ah, whatever lahs. well, i'm burnt now. my nose is peeling. shucksss. don't feel like going for camp when i'll get burnt even more. sianz. ohwells. met up with eve after carnival. had fun catching up with her after sooooo long. and subway rocks. especially the cookies. yums. =) gonna go there more often liaos. hahas. went for dinner with bel after that. had sushi. and cha soba! rocks. spent $8.80. budget lah. no money liaos. got home bout 10 plus nearly 11. tired. tired. yeahs. my life in a nutshell.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:37 PM
Friday, March 05, 2004

listening to // superstar :: S.H.E
feeling // fcuked.

i know i don't mean anything. so please, just leave me alone.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

11:05 PM
Thursday, March 04, 2004

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // pissed

why must it be now when all the spastic shits start appearing and irritate the hell out of me!? all courting death. i will personally skewer them with a satay stick and cook 'em. ARGH. horrid people. go away you freaks. leave me alone. i don't like you. and to wong chung hei. don't test my patience you swine. if i could punch you in the face i would. just my luck to have you as my form teacher. i will give you hell if you ever dare call me a bitch again.

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

10:05 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004

listening to // je t'attends : axelle red
feeling // sad.

it's been a long time since tears rolled down my cheeks. was on the bus home from tuition with lotsa thoughts in my head. suddenly for no reason i thought of you. i don't know why. and tears just fell. i couldn't control myself. it was like... automated. i don't want to cry. i just told bel not to cry over someone who won't cry over her. and here i am committing the same grave mistake. the tears contained joy, anger and sadness. i thought of the times. i felt more hurt than happiness. was it worth it? people asked me were you worth it? i thought it was yes at first. i guess i was wrong. you were insensitive in a way. selfish in many others. i don't know why i ever did ~~like~~ you in the first place. that move led me to much destruction. i don't feel the same anymore. you gave me wings, and you clipped it. i can't fly anymore. but hey, at least i got over you. minus the sporadic nostalgia once in a while. [anyone of us.stupid mistake]

after 57 minutes of je t'attends and new york city, feeling much better. =) thank you xun and tang!!!! you rock ma world. mr iPod and mr mp3 rulesss. keke. *smiles. aiiite. off to do my geography now. and to do heck lot of class administration work. damn the trip to the NEWater plant. shucks. seeya world. *waves*

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo

9:45 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004

listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
feeling // sortta hyper

hello world! thanks again to xun for the song!! it's the only song i can listen to for the whole day and not get sick of it. beautiful song, wonderful lyrics. =) THANKS XUN!!!! haha. mmm. school was pretty alright today. same ol', same ol'. except that we had free period today. whee! i love life skills sometimes. hahahs. messaged dory~. the poor dear didn't go to school cos dehydration. hope he's alright now. get well soon kays? sleepy already. gosh. will go plonk on the bed and sleep. tata world! =)

+ with love, sherlyn` // xoxo